on love,
when you find it its "damn sweet", (gemonn)
but when something's too sweet it'll end up decaying and bringing you so much pain.

Some things take more than a lifetime to forget or heal.
Strange how things can suddenly just, go wrong.

I shall go sleep because thats what I always do, run away from everything.

(i will not entertain any questions or comments on this post so don't ask me if you don't want to piss the shit out of me thx)

♥ 12:17 AM

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View at my facebook! haha :D

25th Nov
The plane ride was damn terrible because I was very very motion sick -_-
Ride from 830 SG time, landed at 700 AUS time, then we started touring immediately ohmygoodness. Imagine the fatigue since sleeping on planes is virtually impossible for me. Was damnnn unwell D:

26th Nov
Met our tour guide and got on the bus and stuff. Everyone was sleeping throughout the various journies haha. Firstly we went to Bondi Beach!
Always been my dream to go there since when I was 7, my auntie gave me this really awesome shirt with a damn cute girl on it from there :D never forgot haha.
Sand was great, really nice place! Wasn't crowded since it was a weekday which was mighty fine for us :) Headed on to the GAP which was kinda boring.
Still wasn't feeling too good so sian sian de haha -_-
Went on to a garden where we could see the Habour Bridge and the Sydney Opera House! Nicenice :D haha.
Tour guide decided to send us to the hotel since we were like zzz. ZZZ. ZZZ. LOL.
Slept for awhile, headed to the Aquarium! Gosh it was really really nice :D
NEMO!!! HAHA. Went to a Chinese Restaurant for dinner yumm.

27th Nov
Took a 3h bus ride to Hunter Valley, waaah damn sian diao haha.
Listening to my songs over and over again, sleeping damn unglamly LOL.
Stopped at a gas station for refreshments, my goodness prices are like O:
Reached the Hunter Valley Garden and holy crap the flowers were just gorgeous! haha. There were lotsa lightings and it would be just magical in the night.
MY PICTURES DAMN CHIO OMG HAHAHAHAHA.
Had lunch and went off to wander with brother, came back to realise that the rest of the group went somewhere else for some wine shizz so we waited there for them.
I broke the camera ._.
Seriously cried like mad because 1) i damn scared photos all lost 2) cannot take more photos 3) dad would murder me~
:( The bus came to bring us to another wine place and I felt better after sleeping haha.
Cool! Saw the grapes on the vines and stuff haha.
Went to Oaks Pacific Blue Resort for the night where I magically FIXED THE CAMERA OMG CAN YOU IMAGINE MY EUPHORIA HAHAHA.
Had a nice buffet dinner, went out to walkwalk in the night.
Gosh the fresh air, cool wind, sparkling stars and shining moon.
Doesn't get any better than this :)

28th Nov
Bus took us to some beach cum "desert" place for Sandboarding.
Damn surreal leh. Its like totally a desert but its not. HAHAHAHA.
Sandboarding was freaking fun omg!! haha. But it was really hot that day, the "hottest day in November for 100 years" as proclaimed by the guide.
Climbing back up the dune was damn tedious LOL.
Went about 5 times and called it quits haha :P
Nelson Bay for walking here and there, Cruise out to see the Dolphins! :D
Had buffet lunch on the cruise and wa the ride damn long haha.
Didn't really manage to see a full dolphin, just its fin and stuff. But :D nonetheless.
Got a headache and slept on the way back haha.
Then, 3hour bus ride back to Sydney!
Auntie came to pick us up and we drove over to her place to spend the night :)
Her dinner was fab and her house is damn cool haha.

29th Nov
Free and easy day! haha. Auntie took us to the Zoo! Kangaroos and Koalas!!! :D
Stomach was screwed up la walao -_- Met Auntie and Uncle and went to the Rocks for lunch at a nice Italian Restaurant yum super shiok haha. Walked around, went back to her house to sleep, then had a long drive to a Chinese Restaurant. Waited 40min for the food O:
BUT, SHIOKKKK HAHAHAH. Crab tang hun !!! pure gold haha.
She then drove us back to our Hotel where I had insomnia and freaked myself out at 4am in the morning hahaha.

30th Nov
Packed up and walked around. Saw some really nice stuff but $$ ah... haha.
Had lunch at this GREAT JAP RESTAURANT. Super authentic and awesome :D
Checked out of the hotel and stoned awhile, then guide drove us to the airport where we stoned somemore haha. Sat in the plane for about an hour -_-
Ride back was okay but towards the end I had a terrible headache and it was all very shitty :( Hmmph. Collected bags and Dad and sis were outside waiting for us!!! :D
Headed home, unpacked, came online LOL.

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Don't think people will read this cos its so long and there are no pics .
Shall add them in when it doesn't take so bloody long haha.
All in all I had great fun but I'm glad to be back yay! :D
Okay the post is as long enough already haha.
SHALL DO YUE DU BAO GAO LATER O: LOL.
K BYE!

LYDIA :D

♥ 1:06 PM

SYDNEYYYYYYYY! :D

Shall do a nice long post filled with pictures on my Aussie trip but for now nahh :)
I have like freaking over 400+ pictures and they're quite boring cos there's very little people-photos but the stuff I took is gorgeous okay! (self-proclaimed) :D
Little updating before I head on to my awesome videos that I have been missing haha.

25th Nov Wednesday
Woke up damn frigging early to meet Julia and we trained to Redhill without the others since they cldn't get on the train due to its packness -_-
We were really early and we headed over to Bukit Merah Sec.
Played 4 quarts, GS GS GA GS. I felt good about it except the 2nd quart tmd.
Lost by 3, 22-25 damn. Could have won seriously haha. But fun I guess! :)
Working with different people for a change, guess I can say I had a lot more confidence in this friendly then other matches. xing li zuo yong? just might be.
Its stuff like this that really makes me enjoy netball alot haha.
Stress can restrict you yet push you to go further.

What can I say, I love Netball (L) and the Netballers! (L)(L)(L)
Went over to TiongBahruPlaza for LJS with them, gosh freaking funny.
Tmd blackie Rachel hahahaha! Kping her is really fun :P Charisse damn cute ^^
Train ride back was tedious, tiring, funny as hell. No details LOL.
Home, napped awhile, messaged a pig who fell asleep and went off to Aussie! :)

skip 26th-30th Nov

1st Dec Tuesday
Slept at 1am and woke up at 8am. Totally not enough sleep cos I din catch a wink on the plane. Watched Coraline in the morning and went to WS for lunch with mum and bro.
Porridge - regret. LOL.
Went to find Yiping at 115, talked bout lotsa stuff, walked around Eastpoint, headed to her house. Lotsa boredom but it was really fun haha! Cherie dropped in for a while :)
CHERIEEEEEEEE :D Ended up watching Sweeny Todd but we should have watched it earlier cos I left at 6+ but the movie hadn't ended yet haha. Thanks girl for the fun!
Thought alot about stuff on the way back.
No point actually because even if I make up my mind about something its bound to change because I don't control the world or other people's actions hmmm.
Haha just a rant don't mind me :)

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Attempting to start on homework tomorrow so do wish me luck!
Where's Gracia :(
Take care on your trip to Taiwan and have lotsa fun! Know you will :)
(doubt you'll read this before you leave haha!)
Kay Imma fly! Byebye :)

LYDIA :D

♥ 9:52 PM

♥ 1:58 PM

HELLOOOO :D
Sorry for the lack of updates! hahaha.
Been "busy" with random stuff and spamming of videos LOL.


Is Nichkhun not gorgeous ^^

Monday
Met Yiping in the morning, headed off to Tampines Stadium for badminton matches then she followed me to Dental :) Walked around and ended up at Plaza Sing, talked lotsa cock + spent alot of time @ Spotlight with ridiculous and retarded things LOL.
Followed her back home to get gum and home for me! Really tired -_-

Tuesday
Woke up at like 6+ and watched my parents have prata while I could just sit there playing with my dad's iphone -_- Dad dropped me off @ Wheelock where I stoned for like an hour plus rawrzzz. But anw, I ended up at Dental again because I went to REMOVE MY BRACES!
Yeah babyeh, no more ulcers or disgusting food stuck ^^ I'm glam yo HAHA.
Went to find Yiping @ Tampines again, then find Mum and brother.
Supposed to watch Coraline but didn't in the end! D: booooz. haha.
Home cos everyone was really tired hurrr.
(sorry netballers for missing training!)

Wednesday
Woke up at 8+ and headed over to Kimberly's house!
Haha we were pretty bored for most of the time but I helped her back her books and stuff :) Headed to Fish&Co Express for lunch yummmm damn shiok! :D
Failed attempts to camwhore on the bus -_- haha. Ended up at White Sands Popular and I helped her get her books ^^ Stupid cashier though zzzz really quite pekchek haha.
Back to her house, did more packing, watched tv, left at 5+
Came to realise that I left my umbrella at her place -_- haha.

Thursday
Tmd woke up at 8+ again, went to Dental, AGAIN.
Missed training, AGAIN. LOLLLLL. Just to get my retainers -_-
I really wanted to meet Cherie and Yiping after their training because I was in a seriously bad mood but I just called x100000000 but they din answer :( Turns out training draggggeeddd damnit. Haha so I ended up at home sulking and being very upset :(

Friday
... woke up at 8+ LOL. Met Yiping, went over to Tampines blabla. Supposed to have a short rollerblading session then head over to Cherie's place, but we thought Cherie was watching movie so din go in the end. Rain = no rollerblading = sianning around Ehub.
Rain stopped = went to find rollerblading shops = realised that gang gang hao rollerblades under maintanance = went back to Ehub = sian = go home -_-

Saturday
Went to Jack's Place at Bras Basah for lunch, supposed "shopping" at Bugis but din even walk around + I was tired thanks to insomnia oh my goodness -_- Had starbucks, went to meet dad, walked in OG Chinatown, bought roasted chestnuts (Y), grandma's place!!
Dinner was as usual the besssstttttt :D haha. I was very very tired but I just couldn't sleep tmd. Brother stayed the night so I was the only kid since my sis was out O: haha.
Went to sleep at like 2+ and woke up like every bloody hour -_-

Sunday
Breakfast + Grocery shopping with mummy! :) BK breakfast shiok bo ^^
Home, I was tired = CANNOT SLEEP. COCK.
Nuaa around, aunty uncle cousins came, bored, helped cook dinner, i'm pro :)
Cousin stayed over, I had no bed so I slept with mum, dad sleep sofa -_-

Monday
WOKE UP AT 11 OMG RECORD LOL, watched MTV with sis who wasn't at hostel yet :)
Met Gracia at 3 at Yakun, eateat talktalk, went to Library, talk lotsa cock, walk over the place, keep scolding her cos she cannot decide what she wants to do LOL. Stole bubble tea straws for her camp HAHA. Damn LMAO XD Carried her stuff and hung out at her void-deck, webcam! Like the pictures more this time cos I have no braces hoho! And damn cute XD
Send me when.. oh I'll be gone then when I come back you'll be gone LOL -_- haha
Home, comp still couldnt work, used laggy comp, slept on one half of sister's bed at 11+ cos I still had no bed, dad came to wake me at 1+ and i went to sleep with mum while i guess, he ended up on the sofa again :( Cousin's gone now (Y)

Tuesday- today!
Woke up at feckking 630 and went to meet Yiping and Cherie, whose dad gave us a lift to school :) Ate a bit of her donut which caused me to be very nauseous haha.
Going for the Bukit Merah friendly instead of the Anderson friendly.
So its tomorrow so I have to wake up damn chao early again LOL.
Training was okay, kinda slack for the shooters but tiring all the same.
Short 1min30sec run (which i made it surprisingly! O:) and 3 sucides under 32s.
Stomach kinda died after that haha. Slacked around, changed, went to TM with Cherie and Fengjing supposedly to use Cherie's free tix at GV but it wasnt valid for 2012 -_-
Wanted to go Ehub to watch, had lunch at WS.
I wanted to come home to get $$ but when they came we eventually decided to stay here haha! NICHKHUN!!! High-ded. I fell asleep for awhile -_- haha.
Walked with them to WS and got Macs Icecream, walkwalk to stalk people LOL, then they went back and here I am! :)
Burnt and aching oh no -_-

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Mummy will kill me if I injure myself during the friendly tomorrow nuuu.
Kinda worried because I'm the only full-time shooter and I don't know if I can last for 4quarts (which I've never been pro enough to even been put in so haha I dunno!) Jiayou team!
Kinda worried that i might flare up at someone too omg -_-
Okay nevermind haha! Hope I don't suck too much tomorrow lol.

Lol this post damn long and wordy shit haha. Not like anyone reads! :)
Kayyyy byeeeee :D
LYDIA :D

im so sorry but i love you O:

♥ 6:07 PM

damn insomnia mannn T_T

♥ 2:15 AM

hawt. HAWWWWTTT :DDD

time to update lalalalala ^^ haha. nothing much la.
saturday and sunday were really disappointing since mum really din wna bring me out ._. she promised this sat but ahh.. hope nothing crops up :X

Monday! :D
Met Pinhao, Elwin, Guangjun and Chawit @ Ehub and went to buy chicken at NTUC for the bbq! Actually I have no idea why Gracia called me to ask them because they were no use at all and just making me pek chek -_- Found our way to chalet and went macs haha!
NUGGETS FTW :D Lol went back and they started playing duel masters -_-
Luckily Shijie they all came haha. SPAM TAITI LOL.
At first I was damn ownage with 0 losses after 10 games. Then retribution came HAHA. Anw yeah it was pretty boring this gathering thing, failed catching -_-
Yiping and I went to talk to Cherie when she came! yay haha.
BBQ-ed under the rain, ate, got pissed, okay ler, more taiti LOL.
SHIJIEEEE (L) hahahaha.
People started leaving and I left with Gracia at 10+ after clearing up the place and bbq-ing some marshmellows ^^ haha. A little bite of happiness LOL.
Took 12 with her but missed my stop so followed her to meet Shawn, then she walked me home yay :) HTHT! (L) haha.
Really tired when I got home :P

Tuesday!
Preparing for training then it got cancelled due to an upcoming "storm"
It didn't rain at all LOL. We later discovered the Sec3s had Olvl chinese! haha.
So... sianning at home haha. Went with brother to have dinner! Shiok ramen :)

Wednesday! :D
Gymgym, haha. Met Yiping at Simei, got chicken rice + bubble tea and chionged to school. Gym was damn sianded la omg -_- Went to Tampines after that, bought BUBBLES! Went up to T1's rooftop and had a great time LOL :) young@heart.com.sg HAHA.
Bird Chelle and Lia came, then after that CHERIE CAME!!!! :) yay!!! Chiobu haha.

Today! :D
Watched videos in the morning that made my day HAHA :D
Suju!!! Who cares bout SNSD huh? XD LOL.
Was late but met Yiping and Cherie at Tampines! Walked and got MORE BUBBLES HAAH. then we were so eager to go to school to blow them hehe.
And wah the way up just seemed so much shorter with the spamming of bubbles. They really make me chao happy HAHA. Ooh and checked Subject Combi results, though Gracia told me earlier on. TRIPLE HISTORY BABY!!! :DDDD with Kimberly and Meiyi and Candice and many more hahah yay!!! Hope Yiping appeals and if she does, its successful! :D
K so training started = hell started O:
Went over to Bedok Stadium for some serious shit LOL.
First a 2.4run (hi2die), then 5 sets of (5times squats + 400m), then 4 sprints of 200m. Do the math. 5.2 FREAKING KM OMGGGGG. Stupid cramps and stitches -_-
5.2 of sprint/run/walk. heh :P
Not bad not bad! Was damn accomplished after that. NICELY NETBALLERS!

Back to school, more bubbles, went to check out classmates at the combi thingy.
Trip hist only has 40 people so..one class? haha. walao some asses i dont look forward to having man! -_- and it seems void of guys LOL. but yay Clarice and Serene can be my tutors! hehe :) YAYYYYYYY WOOTS LOL. Waited for ping and home!!! :D
Shit no more messages baaaaa D:
I'm so tired now and wa those cramps ah.... -_-
I think today is a good day :) hahaha.
WAH SHIT I HAVNT DONE ANY WORK LOL GG i'll never get started heh.

13 DAYS TO AUSTRALIA WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)
something better come soon -_- hahaha.
wah i'm zihighing sia LOL okayokay bye! heh

LYDIA :D

♥ 8:04 PM

(Y)

yesterday's physical training wasn't too bad though my strain acted up @ some points. training actually ended pretty early huhhh? haha.
thanks pings for enduring with me all the 28 stations in total (Y)
nicely netballers! haha. hope the rain stops so we can work on the court again!
charisse and meiyi are epic cute ^^
chicken rice + gyoza @ simei OCK with ping, home and still had abit of dinner LOL.
i was really tired and feeling quite down D:
quite sad that i havn't been talking to my mum to the extent that when she was going to bed she said, "catch up with you another day".
i really wanted to talk to her but i ended up falling asleep on her bed ._.
bored and sianded in the night so slept quite early.

today was a rotting day. imma pig and thats why im fat hurrr.
i've officially completed one of my goals! : Its You on the piano!
i can even memorise hehehe i'm damn proud of myself la.
last time exam piece i where got will practise half an hour everyday -.-
YIPING come soon i let you hear okokok? :) dont laugh @ me hahaha!
damn sianded that my messages are going to bao already or i'll be spamming everyone thanks to my boredom hurr T_T but some asshole just pissed me off. why does he have my number wow now i want to change number piece of shit.

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i think i'm quite desperate to go out hahaha! though netball's on 3 days a week for now.
seriously can't wait for my vacation and i wna shop laaaaa .
shall start on holiday work soon, i think? hopefully haha.
cock im damn bored bye.

LYDIA :D

♥ 8:05 PM

i din wna blog because i didn't want to block kyuhyun's face HAHAHA.

I HAD DAMN ALOT OF FUN TODAY WITH YIPING, ROCHELLE AND ELIZABETH. HAHAHAHAHA. I BET THERE'S MORE FUN TOMORROW!!!! :D
bubble tea madness, BIEBER, CHICKEN, taiti, spamming laughter I SWEAR.
makes going to gym damn worth it hahahahaha.
LOVE TTM!!! (L)

i still miss cherie, girl you are always on my mind!!!

HaruHaru and (KYUHYUN!!!!!'s) 7 years of love + please love her just breaks my heart omg :(

Training tomorrow!!!! HAHAHAHAHA.
i'm actually looking forward to it LOL.

kk bye luv
LYDIA :D

hello yes you plz dont take people for granted because one day everyone will leave you and you'll be a sad old woman oh boo hoo dont cry.

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